I’m turning twenty ‘something’ today… 🙂 Kind of have a nice ring to it. Maybe it’s a lucky number?
Back in the day, I used to have this number on my fave jersey and I remember really liking that number. Therefore I’m hoping that this will be a lucky year.
I don’t often write a blog post when it’s my birthday. Actually, I’ve not had a birthday since Ȋ̝̊̅ started my blog.On this particular one, I find myself I̶̲̥̅̊n̶̲̥̅̊ class..for a seminar. Was thinking of something special to do this day…den Ȋ̝̊̅ decided to start up a custom kinda thing…write a special birthday blog annually jez to share my day with my awesome readers and friends.
When Ȋ̝̊̅ woke up, Ȋ̝̊̅ was kinda scared that today was gonna turn out boring for ♍ε̲̣̣̣̥…but to my utmost joy and the Grace of God, Ȋ̝̊̅ had great fun! Now, talking about my day will be so lengthy, though Ȋ̝̊̅ had great fun flippin thru a long list of FACEBOOK bdae wishes and TWITTER bdae song links snt to ♍ε̲̣̣̣̥ by my fwnds.. how about Ȋ̝̊̅ share with u some reminiscing which Ȋ̝̊̅ did…
Am I feeling like 2_ ❓ Probably, yes. For instance, I need to go to bed soon. I can’t work through the night if I want to be mentally present the next day. I must be sure to sit up straight, or else my back will kill me. And I just can’t seem to see the point with going out for more fun tomorrow.
In my previous years, I was constantly trying to seize each and every opportunity to make a difference. I guess I was worried something amazing would pass me by if I didn’t stay alert. These days, I’m happy with knowing I did my best for the people I care about. Over-achieving for over-achieving’s sake is just so overrated.
But am I just turning into a more boring version of myself? I don’t know. I do know that Aquashonda is anything but boring. And I’m definitely becoming more and more restless the older I get, which is kind of strange. It should be the other way around, right? A few more years and I won’t be able to sit still for even half an hour.:)
And for some reason, I’m also becoming slightly more eccentric each year. Maybe that’s because I care less and less about what other people think of me? Ȋ̝̊̅ don’t think so!
It’s ironic how you can find yourself by cutting through all the pretentious clutter, just to find true pretentiousness beneath. I used to think that I’m just another girl in college working really hard for good grades and a bright future but as it turns out right now, I’m no more that ‘just’ kinda giorl. I’m gifted and special,
If I had had that revaluation in my previous yrs, I’d probably been better. Today, I’m fine with knowing who Ȋ̝̊̅ am.
However, I still want to win though. The desire to divide and conquer burns as bright as ever before. But I’m not sure I want to battle it out by putting in more hours than the next girl anymore. No, I want to win by being smarter. By doing less. By being effective. Maybe put all of those hard-learned lessons to work—or maybe just inspire others to win with me.
Maybe. Or maybe I’m just hoping for some crazy good old blind out-of-the-blue luck this year. In either way, I’m ready for 22!
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…Still yhur gurl,
Tho bigger nd better, 😉
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